Feeling stupid

I just experienced my first failure. The feeling sucks like shit. I have never failed anything in my life. I feel so stupid now. I really did my best. I did everything I could. I tried my best. But still...Life sucks real bad at the moment.

The reason why I feel damn blardy stupid and emo is because so many of them got through, but not me. It makes my failure 1000000 times worse. Makes me feel 1 million times stupider. And to think that I missed by just ONE fking mark! ONE!!

If only I was a little teeny weeny bit smarter and scored that one blardy mark then I would have pass!! F that stupid policy..12/15 as passing mark? only 3 mistakes?? WTF do you think our brain is made of? I'm no genius, especially when it comes to this. Fuck


It is not the end of the world yet I know, but if I fail it one more time, it's really the end of the world. I should just quit my course then. No point continuing.


bye


-mun-