Speechless

Haihhhh..... speechless...
Why am i having mixed feelings all the time. To be grateful, to be happy or to be sad.
I told myself before, I will not aim anymore, I just want to pass. But sometimes its impossible.
The feeling of disappointment. Did I not work hard enough? Was I too playful this sem? Is it because I started skipping classes this sem. Is this my fault?


-mun-