Stress but not studying

Seriously, of all times to feel this down, emo and homesick, it has to be now!! Like 2 days before my paper and I barely finished reading half of the notes??

I've been sitting down, doing nothing since 4 hours ago. I thought I will be better after cooking myself a proper meal, after bathing and after watching my movie. But no, I'm still feeling so down.

I know I have to study, I know I need to study and I want to. But I really don't have the mood to. I tried. But nth is going into my brain despite reading the same sentence 10 times.

Somebody help me please..

Besides, I'm having this super mixed up emotions. So happy that I'm going back in less than a month but I will have to go thru this exam stress first. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate this place, I kinda love this place but nothing feels better than being at home. Being with my loved ones, around all the familiar faces

And I'm afraid that, I will be too comfortable n happy at home that it's gonna be such a pain when it's about time for me to leave again..

Lastly, it's gonns take me more than 30 hours to reach home!! From msian time 11.30am till the next day 8.40pm.. Gosh! But oh well, I will have to travel if I want to go home.

Gentle reminder for myself: be strong, be positive and I will be fine :)

-Cher.