its a happy day :)

guess what?? i finally have a new aircond in my room!! =D super duper duper happy..

my stupid old aircond is a useless piece of junk ok..not even cold at all..and it always need to be serviced often..like some old grandfather..

so every day, i complained to my daddy..and yesterday, he came back with a new aircond FOR MY ROOM!!! wheeeeeeeeeee.....

and guess what happened to my old grandfather aircond??hehe i donated it to my brother =P what..dont say i'm bad lar k..my daddy told me the new aircond is supposed to be for me so i so kind-hearted give the old one to my brother XD

thanks daddy alot alot alot alot =D
i seriously love my daddy the most in this world! he's the person that treats me the best in this world..not like the woman..

whenever i ask him for money, he would quietly give it to me cause he knows that if my mum knows bout it, she will marah me like gila..whenever my mum scolds me, he will defend me and scold my mum back telling her not to scream so loud like a mad woman..


my daddy will always give us the best things..and will do anything for us..yes i would admit that he is too overprotective sometimes..but its only cause he loves us alot..and wont want anyone to hurt us.. whatever is it, i still love him :)

-mun-

2nd round of Cheong K =)

yeap i went sing k again..this time in SS14 Neway..the people there sucks..so damn lanci the way they talk -.-

and guess what...i applied for my very OWN NEWAY MEMBER CARD!! =D so people, for now onwards, whoever wanna sing k for, must ajak me so you can get member rates :P wahahahahah





and as usual, i did something stupid again..more like memalukan..>.< you know rite, the Neway place is all corridors of rooms that all looked the same..so i wanted to go to the toilet..i followed the signs, reached the toilet..and then when i wanna go back to my room, i forgot how to go back =/

yea you can start laughing now >.< so i started walking around the endless corridors and peeking into every room..and 1 of the workers saw me.she approached me and asked me what is my room number..

and i was thinking..oh SHIT i dont even know my room number..and i gave her my innocent face..ehehhe =P and then she was damn clever..she asked me how many people are there in my room.. so i said 3...and she was like ok, i know which room..

and then, when she open my room there, Cher stared at her and me..and then she gave her EVIL LAUGH AGAIN!!! omg evil daooo!!!




after cheong k, went pyramid for shopping...heheheheheh im enjoying my new found freedom like gila =D no more feeling guilty for not studying..no more planning my study schedule..=D

but i think i'll get bored of my life very soon...then i'll probably start working..aih sien

* Mun and Cher *

SS PICTURES XD

so when is the next outing? =D

-mun-

Cheapest Cheong K session so far =D

guess how much i paid to sing k today?!




RM 6


more accurately......its RM5.62

the cheapest so far...i had been cheong k so many many many times and the most expensive session i paid was RM22...@@ can kill me man...FREAKING EXPENSIVE..

i think it was REDBOX..wahahha dont go there anymore...so expensive, sumore dont have private toilet in the room unlike Neway..less microphones compared to Neway..

last time when we went for our cheong k sessions, we had to pay like around RM15 the least! but all thanks to the GREAT YUN YEE..who applied for the member card..=D

and from that day onwards, we all could sing for RM5.62 inclusive of light buffet food XD totally worth it!

planning to go again next monday...wheeeeeeee :) but the bad thing was..it was only for 3hours..which is very little for US..last time we used to sing for 7hours! lucky i managed to sing my "LOVE STORY" and 明天以後 which no one wanna duet with me cause all of them do not know that song..

thanks to Ah Boy who kept helping me "cut-queue" for my songs XD orelse i think i wont even be able to sing any of my songs that i chose..seriously not enough time lo..the Neway people so kiamsiap, they shut off everything SHARP at 2pm =(


and and and...today i DID NOT get lost in One Utama carpark :) hehe..all thanks to Cher's directions..i drew out whatever she told me..but you know what..the stupid me, FORGOT TO BRING THE MAP I DREW! =.="

but lucky my memory still not too bad lar..i could remember how she told me to go to the 5th floor to park my car..i reached the 5th floor...it was scary ok..not a single car, all deserted..cause maybe it was still early..there were a few vans and lorry around..and a worker cleaning the floor..

i went round and round but couldnt find the parking which is supposed to be beside Neway..i wanted to give up and go down and park somewhere else cause i was really freaked out already.

but i managed to find the place la at last.. :) faster praise me for being so clever =D

outfit for the day :)

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and 1 more thing, i HATE ROAD BULLIES!! why la you wanna bully me :( i'm still a P driver lar cant you see..i will tell you what happened on the way to One U..i usually use the shortcut through DJ and housing areas to get to One U cause LDP is FOREVER jam!!

and i needa pass by the Yuk Chai school..so today, they were having some Open Day there so the whole place was filled with cars..there were only 2 lanes..1 whole lane was taken up by people who just simply park their car there occupying 1 whole lane!!


how would i know? so i was on that lane..and it was all blocked..so i tried to cut to the next lane which was moving very slowly, but at least moving lar..the 1st car did not let me cut..ok fine lar. the 2nd car lagi dont let me cut!! i was half way into the lane already and he kept going closer and closer to the car in front so i cant cut in...


but luckily i was driving the Kancil, so i could kind of "make" my own lane in between the 1st and 2nd lane and continue moving..wahhha PRO driver leh me..the side mirror of the cars on the right and left side of me were like 2 inches away from my own side mirror..


so one small mistake and sure langgar d =/ back to the story..the 2nd car did not let me go so fine lor i let it pass but you know what?? the 3rd car did not let me pass also!! wth larr...lucky the 4th car allowed me to cut in..

stupid stupid stupid i was DAMN GERAM YOU KNOW!!


kla i need to continue my series marathon now..
ciaoz

-mun-

Desa ParkCity =)

*the lake*

*dai lou fooling around with this cool thing*

*then it was Yune's turn*

*mun : eh how to play ar?*

*wheee i did it*
hahah that thing was fun lar..
you just hold on to the bar and ask your fren to turn you..
and it will continue turning by itself =D

*rolling rolling*

* leokuro: eh mun all the kids looking at you d lar...
mun: paiseh...*faster jump back down* >.<

* dai lou, hong yee, mun, leokuro *

*round and round we go =P*

* me and yun yee *
plus peter kacauing behind

* i love the lights man *

* me and yun yee *

* yun yee and hong yee *
being emo? XD

Desa Parkcity is seriously a nice place to chill and relax..
especially at night, when all the lights are on..
i MUST MUST MUST go there again next time :)

-mun-

its finally over!!

after 1 and the half months of studying and burning the midnight oil and stressing, its FINALLY OVER!! we had our last paper yesterday..which was Chem..

i would say i did pretty well in that paper.wasnt as hard as i expected it to be.. =D wheee another reason to celebrate the end of exams..

our paper ended at 2.30..the whole group of us went to the office to get our forms to get back our security deposit and car sticker deposit and library deposit..and i will be rm400 richer soon!

after that, we went to the main entrance hall and took a class picture, in front of the BIG KBU LOGO..

then the same problem arised....where to eat for lunch...we stood at the main entrance, discussing, objecting, suggesting and finally our decision............

SUSHI ZANMAI!

it was my first time eating there..i've always heard from people that the place was good.so finally i had the chance to taste it XD

so in 3 cars, 10 of us went to 1U..

me, ah boy and peter decided order 2 sets and a variety of sushi and share...hehe cheaper mar plus we get to eat more variety :)

so we ordere sukiyaki (recommended by dai lou) , some eel rice thingy.....some unagi thingy...i also cannot remember the name la so complicated >.<

dai lou treated us to Salmon Belly Sashimi...wow it was good man that thing.. i LOVE salmon alot !! and this was the 1st time i ate it RAW...

tasted abit like jelly..but when you chew on it more..some nice flavour will develop in ur mouth and the taste was fantastic! =D

*Salmon Belly Sashimi*

*eel rice set*

*Salad Maki*

*Sukiyaki set*
comes with a pot of soup
filled with vegetables, tofu, mushroom which is FANTASTIC
the beef is supposed to be eaten "syabu syabu" style
where you dip it into the boiling soup..wait for the colour to change,
take it out and dip it into a bowl of uncooked raw egg..
and put it into your mouth..
and ENJOY!

*soft shell crab sushi thingy*

*caterpillar roll*

*me creating my MASTERPIECE*

* MASTERPIECE*
hahah i noe lar very ugly lar

i managed to take a picture of it on my 3rd attempt..
all thanks to the stupid HONG YEE
who kept destroying it everytime i was about to take a picture of it..
wahahhaha but lucky ah boy helped me hold it so HONG YEE cant destroy it XD



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after the wonderful meal, we lepak-ed around 1U aimlessly...cause it was too early to go home lar....

we wanted to watch a movie..buthen there wasnt a nice movie for us to watch..so end up, the guys went and play 1 round of pool...

and later, arcade..hahhaha arcade was fun larr...i played the drum thingy....and the colour colour thing...thank you dai lou for sponsoring the tokens :)

*all the 5 of them daytona-ing*
from left to right : dai lou, hong yee, aaron, philip, choon yoong

*yune playing the drum thingy*
while the guys kept laughing and kacauing her XD

*the guys challenging each other to basketball*
which aaron won...*claps hand*

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our day did not end there........none of us wanted to eat dinner at home except our AH BOY...so our next plan...

MURNI... =D

so another problem arised.....we have to fetch ah boy back home cause he insisted that he wanted to go home to eat dinner before going to Murni with us..which would take mayb one and the half hours...

the problem is about me now..


first, where am i gonna throw my car?? i cant possible park in college and collect it later..who knows maybe the guard would close all the gates by then...


second, if i follow them back, and dai lou would be the only one driving back to Murni later...how are we all gonna fit into his car??!! impossible lorr...




so we all stood there and think very hard......................hahhaha more like dai lou was cracking his head to find a solution and we, standing there waiting XD



then finally i said, nevermind ler..i drive my car to Kepong with you all..then we hang out somewhere while waiting for AH BOY, then we have 2 cars to come back to Murni later marr...



so dai lou said... ok lor..i drive your car to Kepong so you dont have to drive..
hahha good lor..hate driving in jams..sumore i dont know the way to Yun Yee's house....



reached Kepong, went to Desa ParkCity :) i love that place so so so MUCH!!



its so windy, and relaxing, and the environment is just nice lar XD



fooled around in the playground...yes in the PLAYGROUND =D that playground is different from other playground lerr...seriously there are much much cool stuffs to play there...



will post up the pictures when i get it =D



we exercised abit by walking the whole big big round beside the lake...eh got sweat wan ok



then i drove my car back to Murni, while dai lou went and fetch Sumsum from her house...reached Murni, Cher joined us...



ate, chit chat...the usual stufs lo..



and you know what...we got chased away from Murni...the people there was like asking us whether we wanna kira now anot..then faster clear all our cups and plates...=.="""



first time kena chase away man.....EMO



my friend was supposed to come to pass some stuffs to me....so we all had to wait by the roadside for like 10 minutes...



sorry ler made you all stand there waiting....=(



after that i was damn damn damn damn tired and sleepy d...drove home..bathed, online-ed and slept...


what a long day ;)

-mun-

i LOVE god! =D

i'm feeling very happy now!! =D
whee...god loves me! i love god! bio loves me, i love bio too =P

wanna know why i'm so happy ?? because bio 6 was EASY! especially the essay part..for the past two days, i had been worrying bout the essay part. cause there would only be two choices. 1 will definitely be on plants and the other question, can be anything..

i hate plants so much. so i was hoping on the other question only..

everyday i will be thinking..what if the other question i dont know how to do..what if my mind black-out and i cannot answer the essay..15marks gone?

and today morning, i dreamt bout the essay question..in my dream, i saw the paper "JUNE 2009 BIO" so i quickly turned to the last page to look at the essay question..it was "RHODOPSIN AND IODOPSIN"

i was like yay! good! i can answer..buthen the next minute, my alarm clock rang..i was like shit man its just a dream >.<


so i told my friends bout my dream and you know what CY said..he said " you sure it is Alevels Paper ar? not STPM ar? not Cambridge Alevels ar" XD

hahah buthen the bad news was...the question did not come out lar..you think i'm god meh..can dream of what question is coming out meh =.=

if i can dream bout the future, i will ask people to pay me to see the future for them lor..hahah dream on la mun li XD


so back to bio..the question that came out was EXACTLY the same from one of the past year papers...which i did!! yay im so glad i did that essay before..my reward for being so hardworking =D

not only did i do the question, i READ back that essay 3times!!

when i saw the question, i almost laughed and cried..XD

tomorrow will be the last day...finally after 1 and the half months of studying non-stop.. =D

cant wait...

-mun-

2 more to go!!

yes!! i got 2 more papers to go.. those who only have one more... shhhhhh.... dun remind me lar.. 2 days more to F-R-E-E-D-O-M and the gate to no-studies-for-3-months awaits me... wahahaha....

so anyway... PHYSICS 6 for me is SO SO DAMN FREAKING HARD.... im quite sure that im gonna fail that paper.. haih.. i barely know how to answer half of that paper... moreover, those that i asnwered are all nonsense and its about 50% crap... which means... haiya wtv la...

i seriously duno why... why is internal much easier than external... dont u think so too? or is it my personal problem... but whatever la... i just know its much harder than all the past years i did.. just like Chem 5.. duno what nonsense.. Bio 5 also... so hard.... if i know the questions are all gonna be on application instead of theory.. i wouldnt spend my time reading those notes...

this bio lect said June papers will be easier than Jan papers.. i highly doubt so.. or maybe we are the last badge for this syllabus.. thats why they purposely make it harder.. much harder... haiya wtv la... 2 more days!!!!!! and its over.. screw the results... wahhaa.... im gonna relax around 1st...

18th June 2009 2.30pm.. I AWAIT YOU!!

-cher-

Mun dont KEEL me

do u know how to spell Kill? its K-I-L-L... not K-E-E-L.... ahhaha... Mun is so gonna kill me now... ignore me la k...

i know i haven't been blogging for long.. cus of exams lar.... even when i dun study.. i dun have the mood to blog... been studying for so long.. it now feels like a balloon.. where it starts to shrink as the air escaped... 4 more days... or maybe 3 days plus.. and we will all be free.. and its gonna be time for celebration.. ahahha...

even when the exams haven't even ended.. i have actually started my trip... as i went to Muar and Tongkak for a day trip yesterday.. then last week back to dad's hometown and the week before to mum's... which means i have been away for every weekend.. haha..

more to come after exams k... will show u some photos of the places...

so ciaoz... 3 more days!! good luck everyone...

CHERYL LEE, U SHUD BLOG MORE!!

if Cher dun blog more often, the blog will be MINE
omg blog lar CHER!!!
how can u abandon it like dat...
we must update more...and ask people to click on our nuffnang ads more so we can earn MORE MONEY!!
so people, please click on the nuffnang ads more often..Thank you very much :D

kalau tak update, orang tak mau datang, kami tak ada duit XD

my parents are in Seremban again....wahhahahah feel damn happy...

hope they continue going there every weekend...at least no one will spoil my weekend...at least i can wake up in the morning peacefully every weekend whatever time i feel like waking up without hearing my mum's voice screaming at god noes who, early in the morning


and i can go YAMCHA!! haha i know "someone" is getting sick of me bugging him to go yamcha very weekend XD

hahah sorry weih...i just cant help it..i like going out at night =D and on your face is written "yamcha organiser" because you sangat efficient =D

yesterday went yamcha again, took my brother with me this time..cause i kesian him lar..everytime i go yamcha, he will be alone at home..

see what a good sis I am XD

and yesterday i drove Sze Hou's car....wahaahahhaha finally..after so long of him con-ing me XD his car is much much much MUCH better than my stupid proton car.. jealous d..hmph...i also want =(

2more papers to go...2more days of exam...then i will SLEEP and PLAY and most importantly CHEONG K!!

i needa take my IELTS...and start applying for Uni...

aih...dunno which Uni to go to...my dad asked me to apply for Monash, UCSI, AIMST and IMU
hopefully i can get into Monash lor...so i can hide in my club everyday and dont need to go home so early...

thats all for now..
bye


p/s : i'm gonna dye my hair!! yay! my mum finally agreed to let me dye it..=D

-mun-

i'm sick of having exams :(

today, i sat for my Bio 5 paper...
aih..dunno what to say also.
i dont know whether i've done ok..or whether it's bad..
cause the answers to the questions cant be found in the textbook or anything..
it's all application of whatever we had learnt..
i answered every question, but i'm not sure whether my answers are right anot..

at least today's paper was better than yesterday..
my CHEM 5 is gone down the drain..
the paper was freaking hard..
i guess Edexcel "likes" us too much..
and loves to torture us..
cause other past papers that i did wasnt so hard..
this year, it was like ......................
we totally cracked our heads but still couldnt figure out the answer...

but there's one good news..
hehe...CHEM 4 was good...
i think i can probably get higher than what i got during the last exam..
lets pray that CHEM 6 will be ok then i will still be able to get my A

today..i got quarantined...
and during that period,
i wasnt allowed to use my hp..>.<
but luckily i was quarantine with a few of my friends..
Choon Yoong, Wai Keng, Poh Guan, Amanda
at least better than Cher last time when she got quarantined..
she and another unknown guy from dunno what intake XD

so what did we do?? hahah ofcourse chit chat lar...
and eat Kit Kat and Choc Biscuits..
supplied by Choon Yoong and Poh Guan..
i was the one asking people whether they have food anot..
cause i was super hungry... and i ate up most of the food..
i know i'm a pig XD

the time past super duper slow during that quarantine period...
we were saying, 'during exam time past so fast, till not enough time to do the paper but here, time past damn super slow'
CY was asking me for the time every 5 minutes...>.<
so i said stop asking and the time will past faster XD

and we were being so mou liu by taking out our calculator to play the CALCULATOR GAME wahahahahah..the teacher who was taking care of us were laughing at us like mad
its like ' i dont have money to buy GameBoy or PSP so i play with my calculator'

i cant wait for exams to be over... then i'm free...
to go shopping with Cher...
wheeeeeeeee
1 more week and i can throw all my books away XD


永遠永遠手牽手




-mun-

i'm damn MAD now!!!!

i'm damn fking pissed now man!!!
last week, my mum's friend put her maid in my house cause their whole family were going overseas..and after that maid left my house like 3days ago, i found out that 1 of my sister's new charm bracelet that she ordered online and asked me to COD was missing....

so i suspected the maid took it..i told my mum and my mum told her friend..and my mum's friend went and check the maid's stuffs and found it there!!wtf man!!

the worst thing was, she did not even ADMIT that she stole it eventhough we caught her red-handed!!! she kept saying that it was hers and bla bla bla...ofcourse make people angrier lar!!stupid maid!

and they not only found 1 bracelet but 3! and 1 of them is MINE!! WTH MAN!! i din even realised that my bracelet was missing cause i dont really use that bracelet..and she kept insisting that all the 3 bracelets were hers!!! omg i cant believe there's such people in this world!

so my mum said..ok la u give me back the charm bracelet cause that bracelet is expensive..the other two,she told the maid to keep it..i dun mind giving it to her cause i dont even use it..and you know the way she apologized??!!

she said "KALAU saya ada buat salah, saya minta maaf la". she said KALAU you know!!means is she trying to say that she did not do anything wrong??is she trying to say that we accused her?? omg @#$%%$#@@$%

i heard that and i got seriously angry and i wanted to take back my bracelet you know!! she's not even sorry for what she did!! i throw my bracelet in the dustbin also i wont give her!!!

and thats not even the end of the story..after that, my mum's friend told my mum that she saw the maid wearing some dangling earring before...so i was like shit! did she take mine? cause i have alot alot of dangling earrings....

so i went home and faster check all my earrings!!wtf @#$%$#@ 3pairs missing!!! and it's all my favourite ones!! i was seriously gonna burst already man!! fking greedy man that stupid innocent-looking maid!!

she just steal people's stuffs like that..i thought all maids only will take money..manatau this kind of things also wanna take!!and dont even wanna admit it!!! that is the thing that make me most geram ok!!

if she admit it, say she's sorry and all that..then fine..ok with me.i wont be mad....but SHE STILL DARE TO SAY THAT ITS HERS WHEN I HAD THAT EARRING FOR LIKE 2YEARS ALREADY!!!

and to think of how i treated her when she was here..i treated her so nicely, talk to her, joke with her, ask her stuffs, told her to come here again next time...


aih........watever lar....as long as i get my stuffs back!!

-mun-

sunway pyramid parking is a SCAM!!

listen up...
sunway pyramid is a SCAM!! they con-ed me!! usually from monday till friday, their parking rate is rm1 for the first 4hours rite...i went there today for like 2 hours and they charged me 3bucks!! wth..

lidat also wanna con people..i'm gonna boycott pyramid..>.<

and today, i purposely went there to buy a pair of NOSE heels which i saw yesterday...but found something nicer, so after trying for so long and finally making up my mind to buy it, i told the sales promoter to get me the other side of the heels so i could wear it together and try it 1 last time...

manatau the other side was in a BAD condition!! oh no..i was damn sad k..i was prepared to separate with my money and bring the heels home until i saw the other side =(

and i asked the girl, whether they have another pair anot..and she told me that was the last pair...lagi kek sam!!

so end up i did not buy...*sob sob*

-mun-

Naive Child

i realized that everyone likes to lie to me about anything just to see whether i would believe anot. and most of the time, i end up getting con-ed @@

i dont know why i tend to believe people so easily, even though i told myself many many many times not to simply believe whatever they say..but somehow, when they repeat it a few times in a very serious manner, i will tend to believe >.<

aih..that's why my dad told me i cant set up my own business cause i will get con-ed by many people XD i'm a sad child lar...

my sis just con-ed me a few minutes ago on msn..bout how they were all going yamcha in KK without me..cause it was kai jing's birthday..and bla bla bla....and i BELIEVED!! she even pretended to be CCBB and told me bout his girlfriend and whatever shit..

and after we ended our conversation, 5 minutes later, my cousin came online and said "im sorry to tell you that whatever that was in the conversation just now is a not true"

i stoned................for very long @@ and i said OMG...my sis made me so jealous just now by telling me all their stupid "not true" plans....speechless..

so from today onwards, whatever anyone tells me, i wont believe it so easily!!

and i like it at home now..cause its all quiet and no angry mafan mother to scream at me..and i can do anything i want cause all of them went to KK and Srimuda..and i chose to stay at home to enjoy the peacefulness =P


i want to start watching my one tree hill..but i dont feel like watching it now..cause i wanna keep it to watch during my half a year break >.<

ishhh looking forward to the end of exams and the beginning of my stress-free life..:)
pimples please go awayy..



p/s : i miss my brown hair...can i have it bac?? i wanna dye my hair so badly :(

* i'm an ANGEL, u're the DEVIL *

-mun-

boring stuffs

just came back from college after my bio paper...overall it was okay lar..the KBU guard was being friendly to me and cher today...haha he asked us some stuffs and talked to us, which the guard usually would not do..

and guess what...i forgot to bring my calculator!! omg how could i forget?! i din even realised until i was in college, happily sitting in the library, studying while waiting for my paper to start....

..................... buthen lucky Sumsum was my life saver for the day =D cause she was having her paper before mine..and hers ended 15minutes before the start of my paper...so i waited for her outside the lecture theatre and took her calculator..thanks ya Sum =)

and then, i drove my mum's car to college today..cause my sis took my car and forgot to take out my KBU sticker..so the stupid guard did not let me enter college =( so i had to park outside..stupid..

and worst thing, NKVE was jam today...so i paid toll but got stuck in the jam also at last...
end of story..
bye
i wanna play RC =D

-mun-

spooky?

it's currently 2am in the morning...and i'm still wide awake..due to the coffee i begged my sis to make for me so i wont be sleepy so i can study...

i feel i can study much better at night..i dont study much during the day cause i tend to feel sleepy ALL THE TIME and the weather is too hot and uncomfortable for me to study >.<

so all i can do is, drink coffee...and i know i wont be able to sleep until maybe 5am? but i dont feel like studying anymore now..i think i did enough for tonight..means now i can watch my EU...double yay for me! =D

EU is like a motivation for me to study..cause i will keep telling myself "if you faster finish studying this and this..then u can watch ONE episode of EU later" i know i can control myself and not watch more than one...wahhh so bangga XD so people, give me more series to motivate me =D



two nights ago, something very spooky happened...=/ i know i'm a very pengecut person...i slept at 4 am cause i was studying..the whole house was quiet and everyone was sound asleep..

i went down to wash my cup..and then, when i was walking back up, a piece of paper my dad stuck on the wall suddenly flew.... and then, i felt something cold on my back...and i had chills going down my spine ok..i was damn damn scared..i did not dare think so much..i just faster went back to my room...and off the lights..and lie on bed and close my eyes...>.<

i did not even wash my face or brush my teeth..i was too scared to even go to the bathroom by myself...i dont know why i just feel that my room, or my house is "not clean"...

cause last time, when i was sleeping, i always feel like there's something pushing me or putting pressure on me...at first, i thought it was only a dream..but it happened not once, not twice, but at least 7 to 8 times...

i will be sleeping then i will feel something pressing against me..i will try to fight back or struggle but it wasnt that easy..my eyes are closed but in my mind, i kept telling myself to OPEN my eyes and everything will be okay...

most of the time, i had to use every single bit of energy to fight open my eyes and everything will disappear...i used to sleep with my lights on last time and was afraid to close my eyes cause once i close my eyes, the same thing would happen again..

i told this to my dad, but he did not want to believe me..i guess no one will ever believe me until they experienced it themselves..>.<

so the only thing i could do was to put a buddha on top of my bed..and thank god, i did not experienced it again...

maybe i should try harder.......

-mun-